25 October 2011

Wordless | Tractor Rides

Yet another reason why I love fall. The kiddos just adore tractor rides with their Poppy.

And I just want to sincerely thank you for all of your emails, tweets & comments on my post yesterday. I wasn't even sure I wanted to talk about it on my blog, especially since my loss occurred so early {at just 5 weeks.} It may sound crazy, but there was apart of me that felt like I didn't have a right to be upset. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that even if I lost my baby 10 minutes after I found out, it was still my baby. It was and will forever be apart of me.

Thank you for your kind words, your overwhelming support simply amazes me.

Happy Wednesday!


Melissa @ Growing Up Geeky said...

What a cute photo!

You absolutely have the right to be upset, Jenni. Don't feel bad or apologize for mourning your loss <3

Whit said...

Some of my favorite memories at my grandparent's house involve my grandpa pulling us in the wagon behind the John Deere.

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss, too.

Michelle said...

I had a belighted ovum back in 2009. At first I felt like I could not greive becasue a baby never grew inside of me... However, my body was still very much pregnant and preparing for a baby.

There is a song called Slipped Away by Avril Levigne sp? Listen to it sometime when you are alone...


Lauren said...

You have every right to mourn such a loss, it's only natural. Hang in there :)

Andrea said...

You are an amazing mama, and I think your feelings of loss and sadness are only due to the fact that you have such a kind "mama" heart. Your babies are very blessed to have you!

kacy said...

i love this pic...makes me smile :)

Anonymous said...

Aww. So cute. Looks like so much fun.

Seeing Each Day said...

I always seem to come in a day late on your posts so I apologize for making 2 comments in the one... sweet picture of the little people on their tractor rides and grandad looks like he's enjoying it just as much too. I'm sorry for your loss after you've already experienced motherhood it's automatic to start planning and loving the being inside you from the first moment as you so eloquently wrote yesterday- i had 2 miscarriages before my first child and 3 after and while the first 2 were terrible for obvious reasons, in some ways I found the other ones harder to deal with because I knew what I had lost, if that makes sense. I'm sorry for the difficult times and emotions you're going through right now.

Amy {baby baby lemon} said...

I missed your post yesterday. So sorry for your loss.

Stacy Uncorked said...

Yet another reason why I love fall so much! :)

So very sorry for your loss - I missed your post yesterday, I'm heading over now.

Vibrant - and Goofy - Fall

Jennie Yuen said...

Aww.. adorable. Thanks for sharing. BTW, I am your newest follower.


J-Berg said...

Jenni- I just want you to know how much I admire you as a person and as a parent.

I am so sorry for you loss. Thinkin of you all the time.

Rik said...

Great pic. I'm so sorry for your loss. My daughter recently had a similar loss. You do have the right to grieve!

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