WW: Pink or Blue?

I don't know guys.  What side do you think we'll be shopping on??

 I guess we'll know soon enough.  In 5 days or less, to be exact.

I'm not quite sure how I feel about finally knowing who's been kicking me all this time.  On one hand I am beyond excited.  Just the thought of it makes me practically squeal out loud. 

I simply can. not. wait.

But on the other hand?  I feel like I'm cheating, in a way.  I've been waiting for so long to finally hear those 3 beautiful words {"It's a...!"} and, when we're thisclose, I can't help but still feel a little conflicted about it.

And this probably makes no sense to most of you, who likely think I'm a crazy person for even choosing to be on team green.

Ahem.

I know I talked about it before, but I've been preparing myself for the past 9 months for both a boy and a girl, but in reality? I only get to keep one of them.  And in that "it's a...!" moment, that wonderful life-changing moment, when I find out if I have a new son or daughter, I will lose the other one forever. 

And that's what I feel most conflicted about.

Of course I will be over the moon excited, but at the same time, I will be a teeny, tiny bit sad as well. And I think that's okay.  

But, just in writing this post, I'm feeling better about it.  Because I am excited. And I am ready to finally know.

I'm ready to close this chapter and start a new phase of my life.  One as a mother of three.  Whether it's with 2 boys and a girl or 2 girls and a boy, it doesn't matter.

I'm ready.

As I've mentioned several times on here, I haven't done much shopping for the babe, {I'll do that once we know what we're having} but I did buy a little coming home outfit... {or two, I guess.}

...I wonder which one we'll need. ;)

So? What do you think: boy or girl

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